Wishing I was mended
I'm so helpless
Wishing I was defended
I'm so sick
Wishing I was well
I'm in heaven
Wishing it was hell
I'm so lonely
Wishing I was content
I'm so stupid
My life's full of resent
I'm so tired
Wishing I was awake
I'm so frightened
It's something I can't take
I'm still crying
Wishing my eyes were dry
I'm still falling
Wishing I could fly
I'm still alive
Wishing I was dead
I'm still unhappy
With my life full of dread
I'm so weak
Wishing I was strong
I'm so different
Longing to belong
I'm so scared
Wishing it would heal
I'm so numb
Wishing I could feel


